That’s probably the hardest question I’ve ever had to answer. How am I actually feeling? I hate when you haven’t talked to someone in awhile and they ask you the most common question of all… “How are you doing?”. I want to tell them what I’ve been feeling and what I’m going through, but there are some things you don’t tell people you only call “friends”, whom you’ll never talk to on a dailybasis or people that aren’t that close to you. So what do you say? I usually go for the old “Meh, I’m fine. A bit stressed, but I’ll be alright”. What else should I say? I can’t even explain it to myself, what I’m feeling. Continue reading
Sometimes I don’t like to be in my own skin. I don’t hate myself, but sometimes I have these feelings in my body. It’s like a ticklish feeling or a scratchy feeling. I don’t know why, but when it happens, I don’t even want to touch my arms or something like that. I don’t know why? I hate it, really! I don’t know what to do… But also sometimes it changes into a good feeling. Sometimes I feel like I just need to laugh and I start smiling for no reason! I like this feeling.